Wittmeyer, Sevin Anne

[SEVIN ANNE WITTMEYER]

SEVINANNEWITTMEYER

'ALRIGHT NOW THAT WE KNOW YOU NAME LETS GET DOWN TO BASICS. WHY DID YOUR PARENTS NAME YOU THAT? ANY BIG SIGNIFICANCE TO YOUR NAME?'

I have no idea why my parents named me Sevin, I just know that the name tends to mean very beautiful and that people with my named are supposed to be warm and nurturing. But I think it might be because I am my parents seventh child and they got lazy about my name. I know Anne is my paternal grandmothers named but I couldn’t tell you anything else about it. Since my parents aren’t really around to ask anymore.

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HOW ABOUT YOUR AGE, HOW OLD ARE YOU? ARE YOU IN COLLEGE OR HIGHSCHOOL, WHAT GRADE? A SENIOR JUNIOR SOPHMORE OR FRESHMAN?'

I am sixteen years old and a sophomore in high school.

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'THATS NICE, THAT YEAR WAS ALWAYS MY FAVORITE. SO ANYWHO, LETS TALK ABOUT SOMETHING THAT YOU LIKE, GIVE ME TEN THINGS THAT YOU ABSOLUTLY LOVE TO DO'

Things I like include; horses, dogs, purple, grapes, bananas, apples, most fruit really, carrots, squash, orange peppers, salad, ranch dressing, shopping, being at home, my medications actually working, Friday the dog (I’ll get back to him later), school when I can go, chinese food, pizza, take out, my older brothers all six of them, my younger sister, the subway, new York in general, summer weather, swimming, being outside, wandering through the city, walking, the hospital (sometimes), sleep (when I can get it), gyros, bagels, sweets.

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'HMM, INTERESTING. WELL YOU KNEW THIS WAS COMING..HOW ABOUT DISLIKES?'

Things I dislike include; hallucinating, medication side effects, being paranoid, jalapeños, oranges, Thursday the lion (again get back to her later), my siblings at time, hospitals at times, medications when they quit working, hygiene when I am having a bad month, day or week, driving (well I can’t), shrinks even though I know I need them, needles, pineapple, green, yellow, red, orange, basically most warm colors, psychotic breaks, most of my hallucinations, winter, cold weather, rainy days, pretty much any kind of weather that keeps me locked inside, long days at school

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'WOW, THATS VERY INTRIGUING, YOU ARE A STRANGE YET UNIQUE PERSON.. WHY DONT YOU FURTHER ELABORATE ON YOURSELF, WHAT ARE YOU LIKE?'

When things are doing well for me and going good, I am as close to a normal teenager as I’ll ever get. I still see delusions and I still talk to them because some of them are my friends but it isn’t as scary when I am on my medications. I am in a state of pretty constant motion, I don’t like to sit still, I don’t like to be trapped inside, I like to be outside and moving. Which obviously means school not a place I do well in but I have IEPs to check and see what is or isn’t working and what is working we keep doing and what isn’t working gets thrown out the window. I would love to make friends but I really have a hard time with it because I spend so much of my time talking to delusions. That and the constantly needing to be on the go makes it hard for people to really get to know me. So as much as I would love to get to know you more it’s really never going to happen –rubs her hands together vigorously- oh and I do this hand rubbing thing allot which people think is weird. Allot of people think I am a stoner because I spend allot of time looking drugged because of the 10 or 11 medications that I am on for my schizophrenia.

When I am having a bad day, week, month whatever people notice it right away, the talking to myself gets worse than normal. I am even harder to get to sit still, and I tend to have psychotic breaks which can range from me being violent toward myself and others to me just talking about being violent toward myself. Really a psychotic break isn’t as wild as movies play them out to be, some of the time it is just me saying I am going to cut my wrists with a pen. Usually it is bad enough that my brothers worry about what is going to happen to me and they take me into the hospital again. I usually quit sleeping about the time a psychotic break is coming around. Also Thursday the lion starts telling me to hurt myself or other people and I start getting manic and occasionally not too frequently I get violent but usually I just start hitting walls and throwing stuff around. I would get my hands on a knife and attack someone but our apartment is schizophrenia proofed and my brothers switch off taking shifts with watching me. This is when you are most likely to find me screaming and crying and carrying on about delusions and my brothers have my sister separated from me because I usually get violent toward her.

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'THATS COOL, WELL I KNOW ALL I NEED TO ABOUT YOU..HOW ABOUT THAT FAMILY OF YOURS EH? ARE THEY NORMAL, MESSED UP, SECRETIVE, BROKEN APART..WHAT?'

My parents were Elizabeth and Jonathan Wittmeyer but they died when I turned twelve, exactly two years to the date that I had my first psychotic episode. They were in a car accident and I guess according to my shrink one of the catalysts for something they were pretty sure was going to happen anyway. My mom Elizabeth was a teacher and my dad Jonathan was a neurosurgeon. My oldest brother is twenty eight years old, his name is Ryan James also known as RJ, he is single and gay. He does want to marry someday but hasn’t found the right person. He was twenty four when our parents died, and he is the one who took custody of me and my siblings who were under eighteen years of age so that we wouldn’t get separated. He has had allot of help from our family friends making sure that everything is taken care of from bills to covering my medications.

The next brother in line is named Paul William, he doesn’t have a nickname and he is twenty six years old and has a wife named Chantal and a four year old son named Logan. He isn’t around allot but he is one of the people who will take my younger sister in when I am psychotic but he refuses to be a part of caring for me directly in anyway shape or form. He doesn’t let me see my nephew too frequently which makes sense because he is worried about me hurting him. And when I do get to see him it is extremely supervised. The next in line is Tyler Francis, who is usually called Ty, he is twenty four and a student at NYU but he isn’t really all that exciting otherwise. The next brother is Riley “Ri” Kyle who is 22 and isn’t doing anything with his life, he lives with RJ, Casey, Nichole and I and helps out RJ with caring for me and Nikki.

The next in line is twenty year old Alexander “Alex” Daniel who is away at Harvard University on scholarships and loans because he is a genius if you ask me but no one really asks me. Then there is 18 year old Casey Jared who is still in high school because he has this bad habit of never going to school, because he has some learning disabilities but he won’t admit it to anyone but me so he fails allot of his courses. Then there is fourteen year old Nichole Lynn who is called Nikki she is just starting high school but is bounced between RJ and Paul depending on how my psychosis is and how much control my schizophrenia is under.

We aren’t really the closest family anymore and Paul, Tyler and Alexander pretty much avoid RJ, Riley, Casey, Nikki and I unless it becomes a need for Nikki’s safety for her to be elsewhere than Paul or Tyler will take her in until I am in the hospital and so on. But we haven’t been all that close since before our parents died and I’m actually closest to Casey because he can always tell when I need extra meds and is the one who is most willing to sit and hold me down when I am getting violent. I have put more than enough scars on him that is for sure.

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'WOW, NICE FAMILY TREE. WELL WHAT ABOUT YOUR HISTORY, WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR'

My favorite moment about two months before my parents died they woke us up really early in the morning one morning. And got us all into the car, I guess they had packed our bags for us earlier while we were sleeping and we drove out of the state and down to Florida. We spent the rest of the month down there going to the theme parks and beaches just kind of having allot of fun. Nikki and I had our pictures taken with all of the Disney characters and we played games and brought back tons of prizes. Granted most of the prizes we don’t have now, we also collected shells and learned how to make necklaces with shells at one of the little shops. It was probably the best vacation of my life and really the last one that I had with my parents so we still have every single picture from it and it’s really the only one we can find every single picture from.

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'HOW ABOUT YOUR WORST MEMORY?'

My worst memory my mom and dad went out while all of my brothers were home for a weekend about two months after the previously mentioned trip to Florida. Well our parents were going out to a dinner with some of their friends. And according to the cops there was too much drinking and they didn’t get a cab so they decided to walk home and weren’t paying attention to where they were going and stepped out in front of an SUV and they were hit. My mom was hit first and died instantly according to the cops and my dad was in the hospital for a week before he died of swelling on his brain that they couldn’t get under control. My brothers let Nikki and I stay at the house with one of them alternating in and out of the place for us to stay there until after the funeral. RJ found a bigger apartment with four bedrooms and sold the penthouse we grew up in leaving all of the furniture except for what was in the room Nikki and I shared. And we have been living with him ever since.

The next worst memory I was thirteen almost fourteen and started hearing voices which are real by the way even if you don’t believe me. Well they started telling me to do things and then I started seeing Thursday who told me to take a knife after Nikki which I did try to do. And when RJ caught me he had to hold me down. It would take three months and countless trips to psychiatrists before I had a psychotic break at school and was running through the school and throwing myself into doors and things trying to hurt myself, they gave my brother an ultimatum either he comes and gets me right that second or they call the police. He opted to let them call the police which is what got me into the psyche ward. It was after three weeks there that they came up with a diagnosis of schizophrenia and another month after that before they let me go home. Since then I have been in the psyche ward sixty three times in two years.

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'WELL THATS GOOD, I THINK IVE ASKED EVERYTHING I NEED TO ASK, IS THERE ANYTHING YOU WISH TO TELL ME BEFORE I GO?'

I am schizophrenic, Friday the dog is my favorite, Thursday the lion is my least favorite, 84 days and 96 years are sometimes nice and sometimes scare me, and there are many more which land somewhere between being scary and being nice but they don’t want me to name them all for you.

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THE ROLEPLAYER

'HI IM LAUR, WHAT CAN I CALL YOU?'

Tali.

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'AND HOW OLD ARE YOU?'

23.

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'COOL COOL, WHAT IS YOUR EXPERIENCE WITH RPING?'

several years.

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'ALRIGHT, ONE LAST THING. WOULD YOU EVER BE WILLING TO HELP ME ADMIN IF I NEEDED IT?'

sure.

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hiya! just so yah know
this template was made by THATGIRLLAUREN?!
at CAUTION 2.0. if i ever find out
that you stole my form without crediting,
i will send my mutant hampster squiggles after
you! kaybye [:

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[SHADIA THE STALKER?!]

accepted. c: i have a character who has schizophrenia as well.