just breathing enough [lexi]

[DERREK JACOB WHITE]

Derrek's day had been great until him and Selena got into a huge fight over nothing. Well...not really nothing. Derrek and Selena slept together sometimes. I am happy to say that this time she was just changing. Turning around while Selena was putting on her bra and said "Selena..come here.." Selena was use to this and figured they were just gonna kiss or something. In her bra and wearing pants Selena walked over and Derrek looked at her side where her rips were nice and visible. "Selena you aren't eating. Gain weight." He told her, worried. Selena said that she was eating so Derrek dropped the subject.

Later on, Derrek found himself at the park, smoking a cigarette mid-morning. Some kids were their and some parents and couples but no other teenagers were there at the moment. Derrek didn't care. He was sitting on some steps in the park thing and just kept smoking his little cigarette. Homecoming was coming up and Derrek had thought of some people to ask but he wasn't sure. Derrek wasn't really one for dates.

[LEXIELLA ELIZA WILDE]

Lexiella Eliza Wilde, a unique name for the ever so unique teenage girl. She barely cared about anything that didn't phase her. Except for Luna, she started to notice how different Luna acted when mentioning Italy. She was smart enough to realize that something happened in Italy for her to want to come here and she intended on finding out. . . well when the time was right. When she noticed a small cut on Luna's arm, she made it seem like a dog attacked her one night while she was walking around to clear her head. She wanted to believe her but something told her that she was lying to cover something up. "Just breathe and relax, everything will be okay" she would tell her friend, she was really starting to worry her a little bit.

Now she found herself walking towards the park, she was young and didn't believe in a happy, in love relationship. She pretended to be okay when her boyfriends told her the I love you but she knew they was lying and eventually, she told them to stop bullshitting and go away. Homecoming would soon be here and she was dateless, not a total surprise. After all, she was beautiful. . . gorgeous even but she was childish and true to herself. She didn't let anyone get to her when they started calling her names, that was their opinion and issues. They didn't like her, well that just didn't bother her, at all.

She pulled out her cigarette and lighter, started smoking on it. Some thought this was hot, others turn on but there was that some that thought this habit discussing and a complete turn off. She walked up to the park part of the walk way and spotted a friend, Derrek. She smiled and closed the spacing between them and plopped down, "Ello there, Derrek." she said, on her way down into a sitting position, beside him

[DERREK JACOB WHITE]

Derrek watched as a kid was running and fell flat on his face. The mother, innocently hadn't seen it as she was getting her daughter out of her car seat after the boy who couldn't have been more then five ran out of the car to the park. Derrek sighed and stood up, helping he child up and telling him to go directly back to his mom. Watching the boy run to the blonde hair, tall mom she turned around and mouthed thank you at Derrek. Nodding at the thank you, Derrek sat back down.

Seeing out of his eye a black haired girl who he didn't know to well but seemed interesting, Derrek smiled. "Hello." He began then asking "How are you?" taking his cigarette to his lips, he inhaled, exhaled. Not much smoke came out with cigarettes. Not as much as weed at least. Derrek didn't know Lexi all that well but he had heard she was a huge little kid. Shrugging he decided to wait and see for herself

[LEXIELLA ELIZA WILDE]

Lexi didn't arrive in time to see Derrek's sweet little action with the little kid, him and the kid's mother. She wouldn't be able to find out that he was nice in that way until another action, if there was ever another one but that would be okay. She did not have any intentions on getting pregnant or having children. She didn't believe in love so that wouldn't be the case. She believed that there was no such thing as happy endings with two people. She had the evidence she needed to keep believing that way, as well.

She smiled back at him when she heard him reply and his attached question, "I'm pretty good, and what about yourself?" she replied, pulling out her pack of cigarettes since she was already around the smoke, might as well enjoy one herself. She lit her cigarette with her plain green lighter, exhaling the smoke and glanced over at him, "So what do you like doing for fun? besides chilling at parks and smoking cigarettes." she asked, trying to keep the conversation moving. She knew that around the school and town that people talked and a lot of things was said about her. Most of what people would say that she was an immature brat, well that might be true in some ways but in others, she was pretty mature and could handle a tough situation.

[DERREK JACOB WHITE]

Derrek wasn't really a nice guy but he wasn't a mean guy. He was very relaxed. He wasn't the type just to sit around. He smoked, partied and stuff but that wasn't his entire life. He was mostly just relaxed, very fun to be around. "I'm okay." He responded simply. He glanced at the dark headed girl. Hearing her question he responded simply "I don't know. I go around a lot, my friend Selena is usually over so we do...some strange stuff." He said, deciding not to go into detail. "What about you?" He asked.

Derrek thought of some of the crazy things he did. He probably wouldn't be in so much trouble if it wasn't for some of the people he hung out with. Not that he minded. It was fun. Funny even. Until they got caught, or almost caught. That was always kind of scary, he said to people not that it was true. The thought of fucking his life up was okay with him.

[LEXIELLA ELIZA WILDE]

Lexi was usually a sweetheart but she did get those moments when she could get a big attitude. She liked getting compliments, it made her smile but she was use to getting hateful things getting thrown at her. The good thing about it was, that she never spent that much time worrying about it. She liked waking up on sunday mornings to sip on coffee and watch cartoons and several other things that made her, who she was today. She heard his answer and simply nodded. She heard his answer to his question and lifted an eyebrow at strange stuff and decided to to ask for that, at all. "Sounds fun, I like hanging out with my friends. I'm usually found with Luna at the ice cream shop thing afterschool, sometimes." she answered, adding, "the rest of it makes me seem like i'm a kid." she let out a laugh, she wasn't going to go out in plain detail about that.

She really wanted to jump off a bridge at times but that's ostly when alcohol was involved. She avoided all her ex-boyfriends, espcially the one that took her virginity but eh, shit happens, so she tried not letting it bother her. OH right, homecoming was coming up, yay..

[DERREK JACOB WHITE]

Derrek pulled out his phone and quickly responded to a text then looked at the black hair girl as she spoke, lighting another cigarette with out thinking. "Oh fun." He said with a smile. He knew who Luna was. Selena's friend. Mac's friend...yeah.. After mentally assuring himself that he knew who Luna was he hadn't really caught all of her third sentence just something about a kid. "Mhmmm. Anything new?" He asked, unsure what to say.

He didn't mind talking to new people. Derrek was a very adventrious person and part of that was talking to random people, with out reason. That was how he met most people. Some people were rude when he first talked about him, most were very relaxed and held a conversation with him. Derrek really didn't seem like that interesting of a person if you didn't know him well enough. His facination with drugs was less than relevant because he didn't do half the drugs he found fun to watch other people do. Don't get me wrong, he did some but he wasn't a hard, heroin, crack head.

[LEXIELLA ELIZA WILDE]

Lexi noticed that he pulled out his phone and texted and just waited for him to continue talking. She flicked her cigarette and placed it between her teeth while she glanced over at him, "Of course, I love sweets." she said, it wasn't anything big to know unless one was planning to surprise her with hello kitty things and candy. (that sentence reminds me of Newfall). She knew ahead of time that Luna wasn't that known like she was use too. She was use to someone being very well known or not known at all, not almost in-between, which was what Luna was working with. That may be with attracted the two of them together. It didn't hurt that she somehow knew something was wrong with her but Luna almost always seemed really happy. She heard his question and shrugged, "Not really. The town hasn't changed much, we need to have more things to do so we have something to do other than smoke, drugs, drink, and things like that." she stated, with a slight smile. She noticed she didn't even mention sex but just look at sweet and quiet Amy. She was a mother at fifteen or so, that should tell you right now that there was nothing to do here.

She only mind if she was talking to someone who didn't know how to hold up a conversation. She was a very curious individual and it showed, most of the time. She wasn't a druggie, she could honestly quiet at any point. She only seemed like a selfish, immature brat to most people cause of the way she looked. She didn't really care about there thoughts, she usually told everyone "thank you" and "okay" cause if she let things get to her, she wouldn't be happy. She rather let things wash off her back and be happy then be miserable.

[DERREK JACOB WHITE]

Derrek had to disagree with her. The town was always changing. Nothing could ever could stay the same. Someone was always getting pregnant, someone was getting an abortion, someone broke up, someone's something died, someone just dropped out of school. Nothing could stay the same here. You blink and someone's in tears on the bathroom floor. "The towns always changing." He told her. "Eh. The drugs, drinking and smoking doesn't bug me too much." He shrugged. " A lot of people in this town doesn't do all that.., you just need to know where to look, I guess." Derrek said. Not everyone in the town was on drugs and stuff. It just all depended on who you talked to. If you talked to Selena and Ryan-you were bound to have a fucked up time. If you spent your time around people like Grace and Amy, you're well set off.

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[LEXIELLA ELIZA WILDE]

Lexi noticed that he disagreed with her and unlike most people, she sat there and listened to what he had to say and slightly felt bad that she pulled a closed minded move. In fact, that's what she hated about herself and she was trying not to pull those moves but she was having these moments at the worse times, in her opinion. Maybe the reason why she had her opinion, she wasn't worried about what people did and she stayed out of everyone's business so she wasn't exactly in the wrong. She did a small shrug, "I guess you're right." she stated, adding, "I don't really know that much, i guess. I try not getting in peoples business." She was nibbling on her bottom lip, out of habit, listening to his comment, "Okay." she said, she exhaled smoke. And then there was those times where you had to ask your teacher for help on math issues and then end up talking to him.

[DERREK JACOB WHITE]

Derrek was honestly one of the most open minded people out there. He kind of had a "this is your life. do what you want" thing with it. basically, in his eyes you could do whatever you pleased as long as it made you happy and it didn't hurt anyone else. If whatever you wanted to do made you happy and didn't hurt people, he didn't give a flying fuck what you did. "Yup." He responded with a slight smile. Hearing what she said, Derrek shrugged "Well thats good." He smiled, taking another drag from his cigarette 'I don't know...like...its their life, I guess." He told the girl who he felt even more relaxed around. She seemed nice. Calm.

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[LEXIELLA ELIZA WILDE]

Lexiella was pretty open minded, unless it dealt with growing up cause she honestly did not want to do such nonsense. She was determined to be herself, the childish one of the group for her age...when she got older, that is. She listened to him, "I seem to think so." she replied, with a smile. She heard him and nodded, "Indeed." she said, exhauling cigarette smoke. She nibbled on the bottom of her lip a little bit, thinking and pondering. She liked being around this guy, he seemed to calm her down, a lot and it was something that would be hard to do so. She glanced over at him, "I'm craving ice cream." she stated then glanced over, "Wanna come with me to get ice cream, i'll pay if you like." she asked.

[DERREK JACOB WHITE]

Derrek knew Lexi was childish but he didn't know how childish she was. Derrek had somewhat of a childhood. He was pretty normal besides the weed which even now wasn't that "abnormal". A lot of kids did it. Hearing her question Derrek almost laughed and said "Yeah, sure." then hearing her money offer Derrek responded 'No, I got it." Standing up, he smiled at the black haired girl and walked next to her. "Are you going to homecoming?" HE asked with a smile